NightmaresI awake in a cold sweat, but there’s no real threat, at least not a perceptible one, no danger, no man with a gun, merely my brain firing…Jul 13, 2021Jul 13, 2021
What does it mean to be afraid?I don’t have PML, at least I don’t think, but every little numbness, and unexpected blink, drives me to madness, it’s own kind of hell.Jul 11, 2021Jul 11, 2021
The guidance of others.One of the big things about the internet is that it is a fantastic repository of ideas and (mostly anyway) to a large degree people on it…Jul 8, 2021Jul 8, 2021
Journal Entry 7/7/2021I awoke with a headache — tired, worn out, but better. Slowly but surely better. Having your eyes messed up is a surrealist experience…Jul 7, 2021Jul 7, 2021
Journal Entry 7/6/2021Let me sing you a song, let’s all sing along, the ballad of American Healthcare,Jul 6, 2021Jul 6, 2021
Journal Entry 7/5/2021On this fourth of July I got to run out of medication that I need (and can’t get refilled). On this fourth of July my uncle informed me of…Jul 5, 2021Jul 5, 2021
